+4.0
I’d closed the door again but I feel some light breeze. It’s sweet out there but I guess I’m still not ready.
Or maybe this is just an excuse.
I realized what I have been doing. Shutting myself from needing somebody and feeling okay cause being alone isn’t that bad after all but once you opened up your heart, and all the void starts sucking reality in. Then it strikes you how lonely it has been all this while.
We’re actually on to something and I’m ready to take risks. Things just won’t do without you, matter of fact. If you walk out on me, I’m walking after you.
(No more than a par 72, I’m afraid
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