Foolish
I am jaded, frustrated, afraid. You are the sole reason for the state I’m in.
You let me in so swiftly, allowing yourself to be exposed. I hardly had time to process everything that you were throwing at my face and suddenly, you’re so adamant on pushing me far, far away. Was it that amusing to kill time by torturing me? It’s been years. You’re never making it easy for us. What are you playing at? If this is a game to you, I want out.
I might just need that trip to Thailand after all. Just to get away from you and the madness that comes along with you.